What does our brain allow? What are the limits of how deep our brain can integrate into technology? We may have technology capable enough to fully immerse ourselves, so long as we feed our mortal soul. We still eat, piss, go to sleep, have the capacity to change. We have humanity, and unfortunately that means we continue to think outside of what our conscious boundaries may perceive. We can copy a simulation of our human mind, but that comes with a perceived coded understanding of empathy and humanity. I have a desire not to form or believe opinions, but digest the words of humankind from all directions.
I want to fully elevate my brain to a plain of existence that only needs to function off of what is fed through wires and frequency. The idea is escapist, though it may fall under existentialism as a blanket term.
I don't wish to be a < person >. It is a suicidal ideation that draws me farther away from the things I've grown to care about, and I recognize that. It effects me when I am not human, when I digest everything the way I wish I could all the time, completely dissolution'd and disconnected from my reality. I wish I were there, but it's impossible to take those final steps because I am unfortunately a human being with self-made thoughts and feelings and ideas. So I float in a constant narcoleptic fuzz of living, breathing, working, sleeping. Wishing I could understand a real explanation to it all.